Letter to Big Dump – NBA Youngboy Lyrics

“Letter to Big Dump” 

Jake Angel on the track

Oh, Desmond

Oh, Dump, oh, my friend

Ooh, ooh, yeah-eah-eah

Ooh, ooh, la-la-la, la, la, la

Ooh, ooh, I tried, I tried, I tried

Lil’ sister left me and I ain’t been the same

I still see my daddy hidin’ somethin’ from me, and I think it’s pain

I thought this money would change everything, and it did

I don’t know who I’m is, I don’t see my kids

I lost my friends, I need you now

I, I’ma tell you now that I got my back against the wall

But I’m not fucked up, I just need to watch ’em all

I clench my fist, I know they see my flaws

Oh, each of them, I love all

But they not real, they not here for me, my nigga, huh

I put my gun down, I cry every night for the ones laid down

I sit and I viеw, lookin’ down in my town

How the fuck he gon’ treat mе like I ain’t his son neither?

Why the fuck she gon’ treat me this way behind a bitch and I showed from the start I’d never leave her?

Look inside my eyes, I know they seen evil

But I been this way since I was a child and I feel I’m the one who deserve to leave here

I had a conversation with the man who contracted your life to be gone

I hope you see my progress and glad I’m movin’ on, I’m grown

I got a beautiful family up inside my home

I see the whole city bashin’ me

But, when they had the chance to play with me

Ain’t neither one of ’em, drop they nuts to see that I’m gon’ make ’em bleed

I bleed, big Bs

That’s me, I ain’t changin’ for no one, nah

I ain’t get the chance to see Ten daughter and it’s fuckin’ with me, slime

Her daddy out there thuggin’ and I’m gon’ be the one have to hold her down

My BaBa, I apologize

I think about how this all gone wrong and then I cry, my nigga

I’m a real Christian, I think of you, and Inshallah

I say, “Amen,” but all for you, I learned ashe

They think I’m crazy from all this pain runnin’ deep through me

All the hurtful things, I just sit ’round and play like I don’t see

Give up all these things for to feel my grandma kiss on me

Broke down and I cried, ran to the bathroom, Jaz followed behind

She had to hold me and tell me, “Everything gon’ be fine”

Oh, I’m slime, I pray for Thug askin’ God one more time

If you ain’t had once, we all deserve a second chance to shine

Motherfuck that jewelry, I’ll send a million dollars right now to Shyne

That’s if you need me, ’cause I know one day, I’ma need you, nigga

If you ain’t supporting anything that I’m on you don’t need me, nigga

He went on live, I heard his son say he smokin’ on Top, huh?

That’s fucked up, you mad I speak my mind and you my fuckin’ Five

Fire, I adapted and it don’t burn

I’m havin’ plans on goin’ higher

Spread my wings, fly away on my own

I told ’em that I would be so real

Searchin’ the skies all for my friends

I’m tryna find a way on your end

Promisin’ you I’d never leave again

Never left me, nah, you never left me, nah

And I ain’t missin’ you now, I know you see me smile

I’m in this big-ass house, limited love, I need all

Got off of drugs, I’m strong, no, they ain’t feelin’ me now

I wan’ take the long road

And I don’t care, I’m not scared of anything that I run into

The long road, long as you there

They ain’t ever been able to fuck with us, I know we good

No, they don’t know me good

Try to find another that go about it like me, they’ll never do it

Ridin’ through my section, everyone property, I done been through it

Whoever truly proud of me, I just tell ’em all, “We could all do it”

Bub, that my daddy brother, that my uncle and I hold it down for ’em

And even when I call he ain’t gon’ come, but shit, I’ma go to war for him

Tell my enemies, “My soul strong, I don’t need to bear arms”

Please leave me ‘lone ’cause if you fuck up, then I’ma have to touch one

Nigga, I’m on one, no, fuck that, nigga, I’m on a million

Savin’ all these millions for my children, it’s time I help civilians

Before they get caught up in all these killings, I know you know this serious

Givin’ all this shit back to my city and they system plannin’ to kill me, it’s a dirty world

Daddy steady textin’ me, I don’t wanna talk, my nigga

Gave you the world, I even gave it to the ones spit me out, my nigga, and you still don’t hit me

I seen you run off when you down, my tears soundin’ like a fountain

Ain’t even from upstairs, know my daughter hear it

Tell my judge, “Just let me take some flowers to my grandma grave one more time”

And I won’t give my time to y’all, I say, “Not one more time”

My light not dim, they shut it off, but again, I’m gon’ shine

A man before anything, who the fuck is I? Lil Top

Fire, I adapted and it don’t burn

I’m havin’ plans on goin’ higher

Spread my wings, fly away on my own

I told ’em that I would be so real

Searchin’ the skies all for my friends

I’m tryna find a way on your end

Promisin’ you I’d never leave again

Never left me, nah

Oh, ooh, oh, man

You never left me, nah

You ain’t ever leave me, nigga

I had to sit here, and, I had to sit here and tell myself that

I don’t take nothin’ personal, man

You wouldn’t believe the people I been havin’ conversations with

I feel good about myself, I feel good, bro, it’s crazy

I’m over here, I’m gettin’ myself together, Dump

I’m startin’ to see the real, nigga, I’m too real

I’m holdin’ it down, man, I know, I know for a fact, you proud

You all the meaningful things, and, that’s where you at right now, my nigga

So I know you know it’s a bigger side of life, you heard me?

I’m still tryna get my friends on, what I say?

The ones who I thought was my friends, thought was my friends

I’m tryna get them to see I never turned my back on you, nigga

I’ll forever go, I-I’m on anything you on, my nigga, long as it’s the right thing, you heard me?

I got a family now, I wish you could see my daughters, Dump

You hear me? My Mumu, her name Love, I got Klemenza too, and I got seven others

It’s a beautiful lifestyle, my nigga, it’s a beautiful one

And no matter what, I don’t wanna lose this for nothin’, you hear me?

But I’ll lose it for the ones that love me

I still ain’t get put in no family pictures yet, my nigga

I think I gotta, I think I been livin’ in a false, in a false tale, or some shit

In a life that ain’t real, you hear me?

But I got to understand, though, it’s a lot I gotta understand

I still got a lot of more growin’ to do

Ayy, I know she listenin’, but, man, ayy tell my grandmother, “I did it”

I did it, nigga, you hear me?

In a, in a minute, I’ma come back and take care of your family the right way, you hear me?

Shoutout BandMan, that my lil’ nigga, man

Shoutout Birdman, my nigga Jeezy

I already got ChoppaBoy straight

Quincy comin’ home in a minute, man

Ayy, this shit get gangster, nigga, this shit so gangster

I had to learn it ain’t worth it

But you know which one I’m workin’, I’m workin’ one from behind scenes, you hear me?

I had to tell ’em, “This money ain’t purple, it ain’t green, nigga, these all blues”

Haha, let’s see if they catch that, let’s see if it go over their head, nigga

This money all blue, nigga, you hear me?

Down South, the sky orange, up here, the late-night sky blue

Hold it down up there, man

I’ll be headed your way soon

Flyin’ like a eagle, nigga searchin’ for ya, and I ain’t gon’ stop until I find ya

Sincerely, your lil’ brother, Top

Go holler at lil’ sis’ for me, man

Tell her, “It’s all good,” my nigga, it’s good

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